someday ....

Hello to the world ...

2012-01-04T11:31:00.004+08:00

it's 2012 ... year of the dragon ... expect things to be better in my life... i've just got back from PARIS and it was awesome .... shopping that is ... enjoyed this trip very much ... on the another note, life has been treating me good, money wise, work wise and am proud to say that i've settled down ... i've met a guy whom i love very dearly ... met him couple of years ago but my recent trip to BALI started it all...

i know the fact that i've not been writing that much but hey ... i've been ultra bz in the human world hence neglecting the cyber world ... not quite actually, tweeting and facebooking seems to be much easier ...

posh:- half the time only ...

oh nooo.....

2011-11-09T20:49:00.005+08:00

u see my schedule is bz as always .... i have no idea why i kept neglecting this blog of mine ...
work has been good but me being a typical Sagittarius always wanted something new ... perhaps a change in career next year ... perhaps ... none the less i've been enjoying the time of my life ... from Japan to paris and all over the globe ... my life has been nothing but fun fun fun ... that's the i wanted my life to be ... keep on exploring new horizons and new frontiers ... age is catching up and i'm gonna be 35 soon .... but before that happens am gonna head to Bali ... it has been a while since i last been there ....Bali used to be my fave place in the world before i discovered Bangkok ... which is at the moment i'm feeling so sad with the flood situation over there ... i really hope that things will get better ... as Kylie said and sings ... better tomorrow .... so Bali here i come ... there's so much to write yet i 've been avoiding to write it over here ... oh Love.... is something that i been longing for yet i couldn't find it .... keep searching rain ...keep searching .... ok bye bye boys .... fatty gotta go .... urrrggghhhh i'm still FAT !!!

half way there ...

2011-08-06T13:50:00.005+08:00

so ok i'm so so so guilty yet again for not being able to write on this blog.

So where have i left you guys ... hmmmm ...

so i had a nose job ... yes finally wohoooo !!!! so what's to fix next ...

my brain i guess... not working properly recently ... ugghhhh ....

am looking at other options in life ... feel like trying something new ...

i'll be 35 Y.O. by December ...not a good number ... i may have another 5 good years to enjoy

life ... people do say that life begins at 40 but hey i don't wanna grow old ... not so soon ... so i shall look for all options to stay young ... ohh am still single after all that drama in my life ... i've not been going out that much after i got my nose did ... hmmm time to go out and mingle, maybe after i loose another 5 stone of FAT !!! hahaha not been working out or dieting for a while but hey not to late to start either ... ohhh and i miss partying in BKK ... i miss BKK ... the city, the clubs & the people ... 2 of my crew resigning again ... so to Am and Zet ... good luck buddies ... Zeth was so supportive when it comes to getting a nose job ... Thanks for all the encouragements Zeth .. hope you find what you are looking for in BKK ... well life goes on ..... rite ???

What should i look for in life ? a fresh starts somewhere outside the country ... is there a way for me to get a job in BKK ? anyone knows about it ? tell me tell me ...

well that's all i guess .. for now and only God knows when will i be writing again ....

Ciao !!!!

what is the answer ?

2011-04-18T21:44:00.004+08:00

HOW DO I LOOK ?

gosh ... there were so many things that i wanted to write about .... so here goes... U guys were fully aware that i was in in Delhi for a few days doing recruitment. It was another experience for me ... and guess what? more guys turned up for the interview rather than girls ... and off course a couple of cute ones ...ohhh yes and Delhi ... hmm the food was yum yum yum ... i was from Penang so i am very into Indian food.... the Briyani, Nan and Curry was out of this world ... truly amazing ...

the not so good part was i had argument ... not really argument ... misunderstanding with my best friend/colleague/buddy ... normally i was ok with everything but that day in plane... i lost my temper ... i left my seat just to calm myself ... but honestly i miss him ... i miss his companionship ... i haven't met him since that day as i was away to Bangkok ... but we've made up over "whatsapp" ... so Carrie as in Bradshaw was right after all ... there are all kinds of LOVE in this world ... it was not love as in Lovers but a special kind of Love .. sometimes when you are very close with someone you don't cover your true self ... you are so comfortable that you tend to show all aspects of your emotions ... so am really hoping that things will get better between the two of us ... i do ... if you happen to read this ( which i doubt ) i love you my dear friend ... and then there's Bangkok and songkran ... it was not as good as the previous years but was worth it ... i've rebuilt my relationship with my ex ... the only person that truly understands me and still being by my side after all these years ... though last year Songkran i had a fight with him as he brought his then boyfriend to Bangkok during Songkran ... will we be together again ... i don't know ... Aspa once told me that i must not be the typical Sagittarius ... only regret after i've lost what i care most ... when it was too late to tell ... too late to confess .. too late to show my emotions ... so i'm gonna take a wild card in my life and i'm gonna take chances ... from now on ... and i did ... so far ... Maybe next year am not gonna be in Bangkok but will be in Chiang mai .. heard that it is better to celebrate Songkran there ... so i'll be heading there next year .... and thanks Dej and Zeth for your warm hospitality when i was in Bangkok ... and the party at Otoko was fantastic ... what a great K-pop experience !!! and then there's a story about Peter as in Peter Han ... i have no clue if i would be taking the serious road with him ... i don't think that he is the committed type of guy .... perhaps just and FB or a re bounced guy ... i don't know but yes i did like him a lot a one point ... so am gonna continue to date everyone that comes until i find the right guy ... and then ... back to work ... have lost touch for over a week and so am trying to put my head together and to excel at work ... but as for today and tomorrow ... there's recurrent pass in which i must score a 100 % ... phew ... so please wish me good luck guys !!! am signing off now as i need to study for tomorrow's exam ... nites all and keep dancing 'till the world ends .... :)

turning point...

2011-04-03T23:27:00.006+08:00

note to self ... to learn to let go ... to find time/make time to meet friends on a weekly basis... to bring mum out for dinner on a weekly basis .. to be happy ... to take a chance... to fall in LOVE again ... to trust others ............ this weekend has been all good for me, had dinner withe Peter (my new man) and James. It has been a while since i last met James ... we even had lunch today as a follow up to last nite dinner ... and i've introduced him to Peter ... Peter Han ... OK ... all seems good at this point and to finally meet someone i really like from looks to everything is just WOW !!! i've also managed to watch the movie eat, pray, love ... which was amazing ... my X Jeff asked me to watch it and i did ... it reminds me of Bali ... and the fact that i haven't been there for ages ... i used to go to Bali a lot ... maybe i should reduce my trip to BKK on monthly basis and revert to Bali instead ... hmmm ... back to the movie ... i love Julia Roberts ... remember Pretty Women? love it ... eat, pray, love is like providing me the answer to what i've been looking for ... i've been searching for the same answer for years ... and i've found it ... i'm so glad that i finally did ... On another note ... i'll be leaving to Delhi next thursday for five days and then to BKK for another week... i kind a reconsidering not to go to BKK ... am gonna miss Peter ... away from him for two weeks is something that i'm not looking foward to ... it's too early to admit that i'm really into him but i know that i'm headding somewhere with him ... he was asking me to go Penang with him ... after the Songkran ... so Yes was my answer to him ... Posh :- to Songkran or not ? plans have been made and maybe i should shorten the trip ...

woohooooo !!!

2011-03-17T01:08:00.002+08:00

am back ... alive and kickin' ...that's all ... nothing can stop me ....

there was a conflict between me and you but someday you'll understand ...

oh well.... move on GAGA ... haven't i told you that i have a new nick name, courtesy of Alvin Koh and made popular by Suhaila, Terry, Aspa and Eyon ... only Farhana still call me Madge :)
hahah..... funny how everyone starts to call me with that name ...

one of the crew asked my colleague; "there's a new FAE by the name Gaga" ... she said nothing ... and laugh .... LOL !!!

after all the drama for about a week ... it finally ended with me being stronger and better !!! yay !!!

hapy happy happy !!!!

how could an angle break my heart...

2011-03-11T05:39:00.002+08:00

after much not so good feeling last week ... i've finally found out the reason why ... another heart breaking moment.... i thought that i've built enough walls and fences to protect my heart ... but i was totally wrong ... it hits me again ... kind a bad this time ... don't know what to say ... thanks to all who stood up by me ... i hate this part right here ... but like most people said time heals and tells ...

not a place to be ....

2011-03-08T01:23:00.002+08:00

time check ... 0123 am ... am still not sleeping and don't know what to do ... am trying to pull myself together and finish all of my work but unable to think or do anything ... have no idea on what phase am going through right now ... am not here nor there ... don't feel like anything ... not sure what i want ... maybe resigning is all i need ... or a damn long break ... just got back from Japan again ... a long trip where i was suppossed to relax and finish all of my work but failed to do so ... i have no idea why ... am going insane .... i really don't know what to do ... is there any medications for this ... have no idea too !!! help !! S.O.S. !!!!!!!!!!!

what the hell is wrong with me !!!!! if this continues by end of this week ... am gonna do big changes to my career ... resigning ... 3 months notice or maybe 24 hours ...

back to japan ....

2011-02-24T02:54:00.003+08:00

right after i came back from Cairo, i went to Haneda over in Japan ... though i was tired but i insisted on going to Japan ... reason being ... scared next time has no more chance going there again ... guess what am going there again in early March ... donzi !!!!

anyway ... just enjoy the photos i've taken with my new camera ok...

Posh:-

excessive shopping this month, got a new lap top, new camera, i phone and an i pad ..... phew !!!!

cairo ...egypt

2011-02-24T02:24:00.007+08:00

well ... i was lucky enough to be part of the team involved in rescuing Malaysians from Egypt. the long hours, the drama and the turn around flight that ended up being a five days trip will forever be in my head ... how could i forget it ... did you guys catch me on telly ??? haha

being a flight attendant and being able to give back to fellow Malaysians .... i just can't describe the feelings ... it was good when you were given an opportunity to give ....

met wonderful people throughout the journey ... just take a look at the pics ...

too gone .. too soon

2011-01-05T14:33:00.006+08:00

it's kind a sad .. to talk about it .. to remember the good times ... to put a picture here ... it's just so so sad ... just wondering why ? to say goodbye so soon ... could have been mine ... my goodbye ...

on another note, i've just got back from my bkk new year trip ... and haneda in Japan ... no words 'cause am not in the mood, just pictures to share ...

until when ?

2010-12-30T02:20:00.002+08:00

i'm fucking tired right now and almost going crazy .... my last 3 days were crazy .. i don't even think that crazy is right ... maybe turbulence ... maybe .. yeah so so right ... i had never experienced what i had gone through for the last 3 days ... like NEVER in my flying career ... shit happens and it hit me this time .. FUCK !!! am considering another option at the moment ... can't even think.. system down .. brain damaged ... heart ..... never mind about heart ... i don't have any ...

forget about what i've been through.. let's talk about something better and more positive ( trying to be Big O here - Oprah that is) am going BKK for one night only trip ... just to celebrate my new year with my X ... duh !!! 'cause no one else ask me ... then off to HND - Haneda ... as in Tokyo, Japan .. get it ? working trip ... duh again !!! what positive ? nothing positive here as i am having another meltdown moment ... or days ... will my 2012 be like this ?

Oh ok ... SPICE dinner with the boys was awesome and FABS !!! after many great years of being friends ... we are still the same ... except that everyone is getting fat ... !!! haha time to hit the gym guys ... photos ? welll have to wait for the guys to update their FB ... then i shall put some here kay ...

OK .. i'm signing off for now, gonna off my hp and the hell with the world ..I 'M TIRED !!!!! fuck you, you and you !!!!

no no no ... not u readers .... just an anger management ...

another journey

2010-12-23T14:33:00.005+08:00

i'm not feeling well at all as i'm writing this entry to you lots ... my body system is down with fever and severe headache ... migraine that is ... haven't been hit this bad after quite a while ... nausea and vomiting comes naturally ... hehehe ..... if i'm still not doing good, i'll be heading to the clinic again later today ... not a good feeling at all ...

i've just got back from Tehran in Iran couple of days ago ... the trip was so so ... weather was cold and there was no food to eat ... well literally ... stayed there for almost a week.. a long stay in other places i would have said yay !!! but in Tehran ... errrr ... maybe no more ... thank you very much ..

however, am still gonna share some pics which i've taken for you lots ... arrived in Theran on public holiday, which means for the next two days, there were no shops opened hence no food to eat ... on another note, looking for rice could be quite an adventure ...hahah ... yes it was ... indeed .... some of us may think that Iran could be conservative .. u guys know what ? they are not ... though the ladies are all covered with "tudung" (a piece of cloth to cover head), they are allowed to show a bit of hair and mind you, they coloured their hair. They were always seen in full make up in which off course enhanced their good looks. If they are allowed to enter "miss universe", surely they will win .. u can also find couples dating at the park ... not quite sure if they are married ... i guess they are very much influenced by the Europeans 'cause Iran is not that far from the Europeans blocks ... ohhh yes, if you the chance to visit Tehran, don't forget to visit the mountains.. all covered with snow and a good place to appreciate mother nature ...

Enough about Tehran, here comes the annual dinner, my X team had a performance and i was in drag ... OMG yet again ... this time around i have more confidence and more relax as to compared to my last "drag session" a year ago in BKK. The performance was well received by the audience as we did it differently from the rest ... check out photos i've uploaded for you guys ... ok seems like i can't write anymore ... i'm going clinic again as i'm feeling so so week now ... so guys please TC and i'll be writing again soonest

P/S ;- expect great stories from JAPAN ... Merry X'mas and Happy New Year ...

that 34 !!!

2010-12-05T14:39:00.004+08:00

finally got a bit of time to chill .. this weekend has been nothing but relaxation ... got back from Jeddah again and celebrated my 34th B'day with my best friends... ohhh did i mentioned that they took me for a dinner ... nice one... i truly enjoyed the dinner and the laughter .. a small but meaningful way to celebrate my day ... ohhh and i've bought this little something something for myself courtesy of GUCCI.. not that they gave it to me for free but hey i've decided to reward myself ..

on another note i'm kind a scared of my age ... how long can i keep my youthful looks ..

age is surely catching up on me ... i need more and more sleep to recover from my hectic schedule ... kind a crazy at times but hey that's life and i've just got to live with it ....

it's coming to the end of the year and i'm hoping to have a good X-mas ...another Gucci perhaps ...

what do i want for next year ... a simple and more meaningful life ... i gave up on trying to have a steady boyfriend instead i shall continue having an open relationship ... the one that i'm in at the moment ... hmmm ... not quite sure if i should call it a relationship ... hehehe ... anyhow i'm happy 'cause i've decided to be happy ...

hoping for more Bangkok trip... try to be nice to all of my Xs ... and try to loose more weight ...

posh gotta be fab rite ?

for you guys i've got a few photos that am gonna share with u guys ... just to keep you lots entertained rather than reading about my not so entertaining life ...

am done with the cleaning up in my room and now am gonna clean my lap top ... rearrange some files and put everything in place...

OK people , i gotta go ... have a great life will ya !!!

where have u been?

2010-11-24T00:53:00.004+08:00

just got back from Tianjin a couple of weeks ago with a couple of friends. The train ride, the monorail ride and lots of walking, bit of shopping and the cold weather ... i had peace of mind ... i love to travel 'cause it gives me a sense of freedom.. re-evaluate life and makes me think and appreciate life better ...

as i'm writing to you guys ... am packing up for my another trip to Jeddah .. hope to do some prayers and sight seeing .. hope for more than my last trip to Jeddah ..

where am i going next ? hmmmm ... Korea for that K-POP experience though today's news is not so good.. i'm hoping for the best .. i wonder where would the K-POP stars will live if things there are not safe anymore ... wait the minute .. they can come and stay at my house ... hehehe

oh .. and i'm hoping for a trip to Japan as well ...

which reminds me of my up coming B-DAY !!! i don't celebrate getting old but a little trip would do me good... hehehe ... thank you in advance BOSS !!!

gotta go to bed pretty soon so guys please enjoy the photos i've taken ...

posh:- what's my new image ?????

HDY

2010-10-17T12:08:00.005+08:00

fancy exotic food ?

when it comes to haadyai, most of us would think this city as a place to shop for TOTO ( comforter) or a place for party or a place for plastic surgery ( famous for Dr. Nara ) ...

mind you, Dr Nara is like a local icon and everywhere you go in Haadyai, people know him ...

there are more haadyai could offer .. like the floating market ... very interesting ... and super duper cheap ... this is a floating market with HALAL food that tastes so good ...

i've managed to visit the floating market in Haadyai and it was a superb experience ...

you could buy food and eat it by the side of the river and the place was very clean...

how could i forget drinking from bamboo and the taste of otak-otak ( seafood cooked with herbs and spices )

those who have no idea where Haadyai is, it's located at the southern part of thailand and is connected by AirAsia flights both from KUL and BKK ...

The clubbing scene was amazing, live band and pop music at its best ... managed to visit 2 clubs when i was there ...

Guess what? they play lots and lots of k-pop ... so i had a blast ...

like most of the clubs in BKK, there was no cover charge and drinks were cheap ..

i don't drink as i made a pledge to myself not to drink during this Hajj season ... drinking as in liquor ... get it people ?

am on two days off currently and still waiting for the latest instructions to fly to Jeddah ...

wanna visit Mecca soon ...

posh:- holy mode

greetings....

2010-10-16T22:45:00.004+08:00

hi all, what have you guys been doing lately?

i'm in the midst of exploration, well, travelling from various parts of the world to this place called Jeddah. Plenty of photos to share with many great and not so good experiences.

The story later, now here are the photos.

comeback ...

2010-10-03T10:34:00.004+08:00

not really a comeback but it has been a while since i last wrote stuff in here .. not even sure if anyone read this blog anymore ...

my life hasn't been that interesting ... not for now but since my life is in the place where everything's turning 360 degrees ... expect a lot of stories and more drama ..

career is doing good with a lot of craziness and am loving every minute of it ... what can i say my career promises happiness on both worlds .. best of both worlds ... so Miley Cyrus ... Hannah Montana anyone .. kind a too old for that ...

I'll be going on a working journey around the globe beginning next week ... kind a scared too go back full time to the sky but a little butterfly in the stomach should be good in a sense that i shall be more prepared ...

my weight is going steady at the moment though i'm hoping to loose another 10 kg or so ....

my mantra... zero is the new hero ...

Seoul is coming ... so my K-pop dream is going to be alive ... fashion smashion will be at its best...

again ...

2010-08-11T02:38:00.002+08:00

a very last minute trip to Perth last week had somehow turned into a rehab. A two days away from the office was so relaxing. No e-mails, no calls hence no problem .....

It was cold and windy ... no shopping this time around as I have just got back from Bangkok at the end of last month. All i did was parading /cat walking with my new clothes that i bought in Bangkok and drink coffee and lots of walk around the city.

I have a month or so before heading back to the sky ... so at the moment i'm putting a lot of effort to finish up many many things, the crew appraisals, projects and bla bla bla ......

F called me earlier to say hello and reminded me that tomorrow will be our first day of 'Ramadhan' .

His call made me realized how much i miss him ... definitely be heading back to Penang at the end of the month for his birthday ...

never after ...

2010-08-04T11:13:00.005+08:00

where's the coffee drinker ?

movie at Paragon

so so cheap

gosh ... finally i'm writing something again ..kind a neglecting this blog for a while....

no worries people ... am not gonna close as i believe in the near future i'll be writing more and more as... I'LL BE GOING BACK TO THE SKY ..... should i be happy ? yes ... should i not be happy for leaving my current post ? yes ... but life is about making decision .. take a chance and hope for the best ...

but before that happens i have lots n lots of work to be done ... well kind a ... make sure that everything is in place before i leave ...

someones said to me, don't expect the grass to be greener on the other side... but .... i'm taking chances ... (remember Celine Dion album ?)

it is not about what position you are in ( top, bottom, versatile ) but what serves you best ... hahahha

oh... another note, i have just came back from BKK last week ... it was all fun and great shopping and great *** u guys know what ... !!!

F was with me in BKK so it was all Xtra Xtra Xtra fun ... he was cool and a good companion ...

Oh .... BKK is peaceful now ... so u G people can go back there and have a great party and shopping ... the city of life is back and i'm so glad that all those riots are all over and hoping that everyone have learnt their lessons...

and some photos for you guys too

FAT isn't PHAT

2010-06-26T18:30:00.002+08:00

same goes to you Mariah !!!

gosh... ever since i quit my herbal tea... my weight has been hiking up ... reason why i quit it simply because it isn't working anymore ... hate it ... !!! i'm so feeling like Mariah at the moment ... been hitting gym lately but not much differences ... getting toned but still fat ..... well not that fat ... but urghhh !!!! just don't like it ... not since size zero is a hero ...

tonight i'm gonna take the best meal ever ... this should be my last for a very very long time ... then i shall start my new diet regime tomorrow ... the new stuff shall help me in the weight department and it will arrive at my door steps tomorrow ...

can't wait ... am planning to loose 10kg in a month .. i wanna be thin as my job requires me to do so ... to loose 20 kg in total is my target ... hope this works ... finger crossed people !!!

on another note, my company will go through a major changes and most probably i'll be back flying ... yay !!! Korea here i come ... SUJU here i come ... 2PM, 2AM ... can't wait ...

so u see loosing weight is a must .... yes yes yes ...!!!

POSH ( not just a word in a dictionary)

eat, breath ...posh ...maybe not eat ...

BittenFashion

2010-06-13T18:28:00.004+08:00

it has been a while since i last posted an article on my very own fashion line... i'm ready to go as i have set up a blog for it. Please visit BittenFashion for your retail therapy ... As promised it's gonna be a fashion line for all ... ladies and gents, male and female or even if you are just in between. I'm gonna start with dresses for the ladies as well as shirts for guys.... it's gonna be a collection of 9 of my best designs. Each designs are limited to 9 pieces only.

an interview with....

2010-05-24T13:40:00.003+08:00

so rain , how are things going on?

been good... almost everything

like?

my new car is coming out and been busy with work but happy

what car?

Mazda 2 ...

any plan for another holiday ?

yes, it's in the plan ... maybe after the casual BKK trip

going alone?

maybe with friends and maybe going alone .. don't know yet

besides BKK where else to?

somewhere further where i haven't been for quite a while

how's love life?

great... which love life are you talking about?

all of them ...

yes, they all been great

heard that you've been hittin' gym again?

yes, so so true ...about time don't u think ?

what's next in your life?

be happy, that's all ...

.......

2010-04-23T23:11:00.003+08:00

there's something about autumn that spells LONELINESS ... as what i'm feeling at this moment ... can't cure i guess.. no cure for that ... but it's a state of mind therefore i choose to be happy ... so being happy i shall be ...

am kind a keep myself busy with work and my fashion line which is materialising as i'm writing this post ... i'm kind a not sure what to do .. this is supposed to be a great year for ... perhaps in other field i guess ...

am doing another final interview tomorrow, in hopes of looking for a new breed of FA ....

yeah whatever ....

ever after ....

2010-04-18T16:12:00.003+08:00

since i got back from BKK, was feeling all down and depress again .. so what's the best way to move on ... get busy with work ... yep that's the way its gotta be ... i'm so not in the mood for anything .. thinking of going to the office in a while though i'm supposed to be still on leave but what the hell ... so many things to settle down plus all the work that i've gotta prepared for before starting my office madness marathon ...

on the other note, BITTEN is coming alive ... so many details gotta go through ... done with the concept and designs that i want, just the business dealing part, so much work but gotta be fun ... gonna start this at a very small scale ... 'cause i'm new hence not having any experience in the fashion industry ...

all by myself, am gonna go through this shit though it's again and again ... but hey that' s life for me ... it's hard but there's no way to stop ... and this time i'm not gonna run somewhere else and starting everything new... as i said, some people just stuck with you for the rest of your life... in my case it's Jeff. I can't run from him and neither can he ... we are just gonna stuck with each other yet won't be able to be together ,we know that it wouldn't be working ...

as i'm trying to comfort myself going through this difficult moment both at work and personal life, i shall not fail at it .. i hope this is just another phase of my life that i have no choice but to go through with it ....

hey take a look at my BKK picture kay ...

still.....

2010-04-14T01:56:00.002+08:00

who would have thought that after all these years... it still hurts ....

here i am in bkk ... thinking of having fun and put my head together before going back to the office... now that is all gone....

my ex is here with me at the same hotel and he's with someone..

so called his house mate for the past 3 years which is off course i've found it from his so called house mate ...

him having a house mate and only two of them stayed together ... hmmm big, huge question ...

i thought that my heart has gone buffed and stronger over the years ...

it failed me.... big time

i keep asking myself ... is that his house mate or what ... i've asked him and being a typical him... he didn't give an answer..

he was the reason why i almost cancel this trip ....

it still hurts ...

why do i feel this way ... i can't be me ...

maybe will cut this trip shorter ....

doesn't he knows that i'm hurt...

so not me .... i'm down... yet again and again ...

life chapter 2 ...

2010-04-11T23:39:00.003+08:00

i've just got back from London and the trip was fun, fun and fun ...

felt tired as i couldn't sleep at all when i was there plus i've not been flying for quite a while... long haul i mean ... the trip definitely encouraged me to fly back ... a haaa honey bee ... i'm considering it seriously ... did a little bit of shopping ... a little ... take note on that ...

on another note, i'm afraid that i'll be cancelling my BKK trip as situations there is unsafe... riots are everywhere and people killing each other ... worst than the last year riots which was also during SONGKRAN ... there goes my holiday ... so no water festival for me this year ...

What makes me upset is that why are people go against each other in such manner ... Thai tourism is loosing millions of dollars for the last couple of years.... it all happened during peak season/water festival ... why ? hope they will learn from Malaysian that riots is definitely NOT a solution... see what happened to some Malaysian .. loosing jobs and getting injured for nothing... though Malaysian only had "mini" riots ... 'cause no one died but the impact on economy took some time to recover ...

come on people of Thai, we love going to BKK and personally it's my rehab place. Don't destroy it, no one will gain but only loosing .... STOP at once ...

Is this human rights or an act of stupidity ???

posh:- wish i had a transformer robot to save the world ... thoughts !!!

will it be forever....

2010-03-22T19:30:00.005+08:00

Off late I've been very happy with my personal life.. you guys should know why ?

That special someone been making me happy ... though it's complicated ...

I've finally got to say that I'll be heading to Songkran in BKK this year ... it's a water festival and all about partying on the street ... can't wait ... you guys know that i've almost cancelled this trip as my X decided to bring his scandal a.k.a. his F.B. with him... so so pissed off with him...

But I've changed my mind... that special someone is coming with me ... so it's a CELEBRATION !!! ( sing it like Madonna baby )... no more loneliness during Songkran...

Ohhh yess.. tomorrow I'll be flying as an operating crew to CGK and PEN .... haha nice one... it has been a while since i last operated as a Purser on the A 320 aircraft. So i'll be looking forward to it....

On the 7th of April I'll be heading to STN over in London ... It has been a year now since my last trip.. nervous but can't wait ... shopping shopping shopping ... POSH @ VUITTON, isn't it a fashion match in heaven ... ?

wish me all the best and plenty of happiness in life guys ... please baby please ...

POSH;- I'm off to bed now ... and to LAILA welcome to the world of Bloggers....

and i say ....

2010-03-13T00:43:00.002+08:00

ok..finally i wanna say something about my status... so i'm answering almost all of your questions...

am i single?

yes, ' cause i'm not REALLY attached with anyone...

am i seeing someone?

yes, a few of them....

why?

'cause i haven't get what i want, which is "the can't live without kind of love"...

who are they?

3 of them actually...

names ?

can't tell...my best friends know who they are..

are you still staying with one of them?

yes....

who do you love most?

the one that is not staying with me and very much makes me smile every time...

so you see to explain is really difficult... i do hope that i have answered some of your questions. Yes, i will settle down when i have the not so complicated kind of relationship. I'm happy for now.... very very happy... it's not easy being me though people see me as a non committed guy. I have a big heart for LOVE but i'm just being careful with it ... and i know that i'm not getting any younger ....

As Micheal Bubble' said, haven't met you yet !!!

and the story goes something like this....

2010-02-20T10:02:00.004+08:00

well ... back to work... and life seems to be great...at least for now...enjoying my skinny jeans, new shirts and all which is off course the results from being shopping a lot !!! plus i've been losing all that fat again ....am happy but i just can't describe it... maybe i'm getting older but not wiser .... everything seems to be in control and in place for now but not quite sure for how long .... for once in a very, very, very long time, i've felt that i'm back on track ... back in my life...

ohhh... i'll be having 6 days leave soon so i'm gonna go back to Penang and perhaps another short trip to Bangkok .... i know AGAIN !!! and he's coming with me .... not telling you guys who is this new guy but i'm happy ... not my bf ... may never be my bf.... knowing me... but i'm HAPPY !!!

so there you... a little bit of this and that... have a great weekend guys >>>>>

party !!!

2010-02-15T18:38:00.005+08:00

nichkhun

nichkhun

nichkhun again !!!

i'm so in the mood for party... been partying in BKK almost every week.... phew... BKK is so call my rehab place.. my hideout .. from everything else...pop music...k-pop... clubs there do play these kind of music... which is off course my favourite ... love it love it... and the thai ice coffee... just about everything in BKK... just don't get me wrong people.. i won't be changing my citizenship.. not just yet !!! am heading to BKK again at the end of February ... so if you wanna join me, you're mostly welcome ... BKK is not about GOGO boys... or just fun... it's the culture and the people... and yes i do have special friends there... need not elaborate rite?

work as usual busy busy busy ... BKK seems to be doing me good as in my state of happiness... well used to be BALI then KOTA KINABALU ... now it's all about ... MBK, PARAGON and everything in you know where? i even watched movie there. it's like "balik kampung" or going back to my hometown.... i hope that i'll be this happy forever... well nothing last forever... not even the SPICE GIRLS ... hehehe

ohhh yeah photos from BKK, not much taken as i've been enjoying myself rather than taking picture... maybe will be sharing with you people next time... hahaha....

so that's all people... better be back to work... catch with you again next time...

posh as ever in my skinny jeans...

and it's the end of January....

2010-01-26T03:44:00.003+08:00

hi all, it has been a while since i last posted something here... so how's your new year so far ? mine is all the same .. work bz as usual but there's not much for me to write about ... be leaving to BKK again this 29th January for another short trip and party !!! not really ... more or less like a rehab ... i need it every now and then ...

it's 3 am now and i'm about to go to work .... slept the whole day and now awake the whole night..have no idea what time zone i'm in ...must be the twilight zone....

ohhh... just hoping that i'll be coming back with some hot stuff/story to share ... 'till then tata ....

posh:- am getting that Gucci bag n LV at the same time.... BONUS !!!

Sex and The City 2 trailer .....

2009-12-24T16:37:00.004+08:00

Sex and the City 2 in HD

Trailer Park | MySpace Video

... and my life is suddenly beautiful again, SATC 2 ...can't wait !!!

B lister ...

2009-12-22T15:04:00.004+08:00

RIP

faster kill the pussycat

By know some of you might have heard the news that Brittany Murphy is now resting in peace. She's a B lister that almost made it as an A lister .... as an actress... some of us might remembered her roles in movies like Clueless and another one in which i couldn't remember the tittle(with Dakota Fanning) ...oh it's Uptown Girls

She's only 32, which should be a reminder to all of us in the 30's that we better be happy for as long as we can as life is really short ... really people... you never know when the time comes ... not even Mdm Zora your fortune teller .....

posh:- browsing through catalog of LV and Gucci ...talk about making myself happy... bonus ???

and i'm so bored .....

2009-12-13T14:03:00.004+08:00

three guys from the last story on Phobia part 2 ... cute ehhh

why lah a cute guy like this ended up as ghost in the 1st story of Phobia part 2

Thought that he's Korean but he's actually Thai in a Korean boy band

cute ehhhh.....

a bit happy lah since i'll be back flying .... happy happy ... but no final word from my boss yet... hahah wish me luck guys ... i should be up there....

call it what u want!!

2009-12-12T14:09:00.005+08:00

this photo has nothing to do with the fuck i was talking about here ...just to keep you guys entertained.... !!! Go SUJU !!!!

i'm so not in the mood these days... must be one of my PMS days... hell, i don't even know what PMS stands for!!! i'm in this position where i have to make decision... you guys have been reading my blogs for the last 5 yrs... (wow 5 yrs !!! 5 fucking yrs) ... should know by now that i hate making decision.. the question is to fly or stay in the office ? boss said that i should give another go at my current position but i told her that people stops trying after a year and a half in the same position... guess that it's not hard to decide when to be top or bottom when doing you know what ??? hahaha .....as long as you are HARD !!!

At the same time, i was thinking of leaving as in resign and start fresh somewhere.... i'm bad at keeping any kind of relationships ... not a committed guy... but i say after 6 years with the same company ... why not??? but this time it's gonna be far far away ... no lah not Never Neverland you fools.... !!!!

Fuck!!! big time !!! i hate doing this ... making decision... hey, i love the company, the team but the situations, the things around me seems to be negative.... you guys... it's not about money rite?? ( trying to sound smart and non material oriented here which is a lie ) hahaha whatever !!! sometimes i think i've been doing a good job but sometimes i don't... is this normal ... well not according to me ....

So today i'm gonna apply that job overseas and see how it goes from there ... hey i've just made up my mind hence a decision..LOL!!!!

Please stay tuned on this blog for more drama... must be better than Kim Kardashian show or Paris H show and whatever show lah .... so i'm off for now...

have so many things to follow up but haven't done anything lah !!!! how ler ??? go to hell then !!!!

OMFG... that's oh my fucking god..... i'm so in my war mode still....!!!!

my POP !!!

2009-12-07T00:04:00.004+08:00

The Wonder Girls... they even toured in the states with The Jonas Brothers

2NE1....
BIG bang !!! the one with the cap is so so cute !!!!

Super Junior, yess 13 of them and they even have sub groups like Super Junior M... better known as SUJU ....

The Girls Generation ...

ok by now you guys surely know that I've always been about pop!!! lately I've been crazy about K-POP or Korean pop scene... during my school days was so much into J-POP of the Japanese pop music... catchy pop tunes, cute faces and off course the dance moves.... the are essentials ingredients of a pop group... Malaysia has none... well used to have group like Feminin ... long long time a go .... music is all about fun .... get to know these group ... though i don't know a word of Korean or Japanese.. hehehe i do enjoy them ......

posh:- sometimes refused to grow up !!!!

is there a love life at 30?

2009-12-02T02:06:00.004+08:00

what KL needs is this, an open concert arena between malls...

city of life and it is ...

another usual scene in BKK...

my only regret, couldn't get a ticket for the SUJU concert...super junior lah !!! ...

I've just returned from the city of life which was Bangkok. It was supposed to be soul searching trip yet I've failed again. I was there all alone by myself. To search me again, to search for what i wanna do in life....

Bangkok as always, is an amazing city. During the trip I've managed to catch up with some old friends and met some new ones as well. Something was not right, i ended my trip earlier and headed back to KL. I have another week to go before heading back to the office.

One thing that i have in my mind is, for how long do i wanna be single. I've been single for more than 3 years. This has been the longest that I've stayed single. Will a person in the 30's find a love. Being in a typical gay surroundings, seems like impossible to find love if you don't have the body to die for or super duper rich. I'm just an average guy, with an average looks and a career.

Seems like nobody wanted an average gay, you ought to be trendy and super fit to have one bf. Is this is true? or has my expectations gone high as i grow older? Have i been very choosy in finding partner? Is it because of my two break-ups resulted me being more careful when choosing partner or lover or whatever you guys call it....

I have this question, will i ended up alone and being one of those pathetic old gay man? i surely do hope NOT!!!

As for now, I'll do my best to look for that special someone. Will i ever get one? Is there anyone out there who are still looking for real unconditional love?

Too many questions I've asked in which i don't have the answers for and neither you guys have the answer for it. Is this another break down? hope not, been through it and it was all in the past.

posh; guess that time will tell...

selamat hari raya aidil adha....

2009-11-27T02:58:00.003+08:00

i'm writing this down at about 3am just to wish all muslim, selamat hari raya aidil adha. It's special for me this year as my aunty and cousin are here. Normally, me and mum would travel back to penang to celebrate. For my mum, aidil adha is always special as it is my birthday. well, not really, i was born on dec 1st and this year aidil adha is on the 27th nov. Little that we all know that 33 years ago(ok i'm old, i get it) my birth date and aidil adha were on the same day. So my mum was cooking and all for me and for our small family to eat. Tomorrow, after prayer ( yes i do that once in a while, so jangan kutuk or laugh ok) i'll be leaving to bangkok for my little gateway. Not that i really wanna go as my family is here but this is the only time that i can actually have a good rest before next year. It's gonna be a very busy year i think. So, no MELBOURNE as well this year. Next year or maybe this year end. Never know rite? anything is possible. Expect a lot of stories from bangkok as i'm going there alone ( james is sick so he can't go). I wanna go there and come back with a clear mind and hopefully manage to make decisions on what my future will be... another changes in career at other companies overseas, or go back flying. It's more of a decision that will make me happy in the near future. so there you go, i'll see you lots soon....

posh;- i only have one life to live and i wanna make it a happy ones.....

my mantra ... for life ...

hiding.............

2009-11-08T14:50:00.005+08:00

so today is sunday and i'm not working... thinking about coffee and cheese cake....delish....

i'm writing in today on the issue of hiding, closeted, and denial... or whatever you may call it. The fact that there are so many gays out there and the fact that not everyone wanted to come out as they will only come out to play. here are my stories...

Fact 1

this particular person, doesn't look that gay but criticized others for being one... sounds homophobic but every night secretly, he himself is a cock loving sucker .... mind my word here

point taken :- we understand that you are scared as shit to come out but please don't criticized others for being one. Hey! i know where do you play !!!

Fact 2

doesn't have any gay qualities at all besides being handsome and tanned...hahaha met him at one of the "playground" ... he didn't recognized me off course... was in my shorts, pink t-shirt and glasses .... heheh but it's ok 'cause he just wanted it to be that way ....

Lesson:-

for whatever reason that you wanted to hide, go ahead ... "just don't pretend to hate us when you are one of us"

my condolence to those who had to be in the closet, get married with a girl and pretend to be happy due to social obligations... pity ....you know who you are !!!

posh:- i'll be out soon for coffee and cheese cake...

and he's BI !!!!

2009-11-05T16:21:00.004+08:00

you all know that i've been a great fan of Duncan James of boy band BLUE... had a crush on him... ok ok i know he's not asian .... sorry BB just a crush (you know who you are and i'll be in BKK soon ) not quite recent he declared that he's a BI..so i have a chance when i'm London hahaha... he had a child from his previous relationship... with a girl off course... hmmmm what a relief ...

so forget about Duncan for a while... i'm off today and been thinking about going out with frens for coffee and all .... we'll see about that later ...

P/S: can't wait for my leave...a long one ...

and i...

2009-10-30T03:05:00.008+08:00

Firstly, i'm so tired 'cause i've just got back form search

and rescue training.

Thrown into the the sea and all...but it was all fun...

it was in Langkawi...

for four days....

suddenly i came across this video, a madonna's party at

Siam Paragon in Bangkok. I couldn't believe that i've

actually missed it and

didn't know about it...i could have flown there.....

Paragon is just like my play

ground whenever i'm in Bangkok...and none of my friends inform

me about the party....arrrggghhhh.......

but i'll be there this November end

to visit my friends.... hope they'll be another

Madonna's party...

if not..i'll be so so so sad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s : I love Bangkok!!!

way too long....

2009-10-06T12:40:00.003+08:00

girl power runs the family

with my mum and aunty at my cousin's house

cousin sis and our little cousin

playing fireworks....illegal ?

i know the fact that since i last blog about myself was way too long... i'm kind a stuck or glued to my work.... ok there was "raya" and family get together and all ... there were so many cousins that i've never met ... and even until today, i don't even remember their names .. or their faces... my mum has a big family, hence so many cousins.... the trip back to Penang was all tiring and was all about family and food... been eating too much... way too much.... so i don't know what else to write here except that i 'm no longer inspired by Carrie Bradshaw to write .... or maybe the fact that as human, we only write when we are feeling down or has something to fall upon into ....

R u an AllStar ???

2009-08-14T10:39:00.002+08:00

last Monday i attended a little staff AllStar gathering. Had much much fun but not too much as i was still tired from my trip to Krabi. It was all about us, staff of AirAsia. Like you don't know where i work !!! Duh !!! lots of food n lots of drinking but i wasn't high at all.... maybe i need something stronger... I'm currently enjoying my 3 days off and I've been trying not to open a single e-mail nor thinking about work.... I'm still trying though .... Just in case you wanna know what I'm doing, please follow me on twitter...as i said twitter for the better ... ok lots... until next time be happy and be ..... yeah whatever you wannabe ...

kisses

rain XOXO

.....KBV....that's Krabi for you.....

2009-08-08T15:04:00.004+08:00

ok i've just got back from KBV in Thailand ...it was actually a meeting between all three countries... namely Malaysia, Thailand and Indonesia. It was all fun as we had the chance to get involve with all sort of activities. The best part was being able to meet all of my friends from ASEAN. hmmm now that's all over.... i'm gonna miss all of them dearly ... other than, that i've been busy and tired. I need a short break before going full force on work again. I'm hoping for another Bangkok trip or Jakarta... perhaps ... so just enjoy some of the beautiful pics ( if not funny) that i've got from there... enjoy your weekends all......

celebration?

2009-08-02T07:41:00.003+08:00

the whole BKI hub gang

James was kind enough to accompany me

well, not quite a celebration.... i've been **** ( busy) yet again.... in between i've managed to attend a friend wedding. Hmmm... and it was early last month... work as usual...have meeting in Krabi next week plus more and more interview... what can i say? it's all about work though i'm trying to relax and be in a control for a bit ..... i've learnt when to say no and when to say that i need to stop and a take a step back .... it's all about managing my time.... finally after more than a year in this position i can finally say that i'm comfortable with my current postion... though i still enjoy flying... i think .... but what can i say .... gotta move on .... until next time ... not quite sure when will i be writing again .... hehehe ... an i'm getting fat ... help.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tired from a short break ....

2009-07-07T17:49:00.003+08:00

Finally me and my cousin sister decided to go to LANGKAWI instead of BANDUNG in Indonesia.... we'll consider Bandung next time... so there was nothing much as the trip was actually to bring my mom and my aunty for a short holiday ... it was worth it for them but was tiring for me as i had to drive around the island... pheww.... it was all about shopping, visiting places and eating... way too much eating .... so tomorrow i'm back to work ... hmmm...so lazy to think about it ... ok about Langkawi... love the beach and yes the trip to the tip of "gunung mat cincang" ( mountains) was scary though the view from the top was amazing... the cable car was scary ...was more scary than the one in Genting Highlands..... lucky the bridge that connect the two mountain was closed otherwise my cousin sister would surely wanted to go there.... i'm scared of heights you know!!! but not when i'm flying ..... hehehe so where have you all been to lately .... i'm heading to BALI in August for the delayed meeting ..... hahaha wish me luck guys...

P/S:Langakawi is in Malaysia... you can fly direct to Langkawi from Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia or from Changi, Singapore with AirAsia .... hehehe

if only.....

2009-06-21T22:07:00.002+08:00

ok here we go again...it's mid year now...have you all achieved your dreams? mine ...yess...not all... the one that i haven't achieved is .... to get a bf....why ? 'cause i don't even bother to date or have time to go out for one... hmmm that's a fact !!!! can't help it.... my work is like my bf my bff and all.... if you guys get what i mean... time is bad noe... economic wise but i'm such a lucky person.... being able to have a good job, a career that is... i can't have it all... am busy with my working life all the time hence my private life is on fire... meaning that i 'm not seeing anyone at all... kind a desperate here... serious... wish there's more than 24 hours per day ... that will never happened...rite???? i've got 2 trips planned next month... a family trip to Bandung over in Indonesia and another trip is to Bali.... my Bali trip is actually a meeting!!!! hahha so there you go.... i'm kind a tired at times as i keep going on and on and on ....

just another hot summer day ...

2009-06-10T16:52:00.003+08:00

i'm so bored....hence this should explain why i took pictures of my bed and my living room...I still have lots of stuff to do... such as placing more posters or potraits on the wall... just wait until my next decorative mood .... mean while in KUL....it's all hot, hot and hot .... no hot men to be seen by the way .... and i haven't even got the time to go and look for an air conditioner for my room and the living area... maybe a bit later when it's not so hot out there..... am burning here and just another reson to be half naked in the house .... heheheh....my life has been so called great and at the same time trying to plan for my next holiday in July ...somewhere colder..like Melbourne, or London or BKK... i know my last option is not a cold place but BKK is full of hot men .... miss the Songkran ... am definetly goin again next year ... ohhh i'm not dating or seeing anyone at the moment... why??? because i choose not to ... am tired u know ... of all these dating stuff..and me being the one who can't commit .... i'm not rejecting relationship, but that's what i've decided for now... i wanna make more money and travel more ... appreciate life and live it to the fullest ...me and my big motto for life eh!!!! ok i'm off for now... will gather some ideas to make this blog more interesting ..... ciaow>>>>>>>>>>>>>

p/s:- for you nerds out there, malaysia is all year summer ...duh!!!!

just a little shopping....

2009-05-28T02:39:00.003+08:00

ok... so was in a mood for shopping for something that i've been longing for the past 2 weeks...well just small trip to my favourite shop...haha .. well actually i've been shopping non stop since last month... the whole bedroom set plus the TV rack.... i've wanted to get the key chain as well but the price was as much as the wallet...so i only bought the wallet... lucky the sales girl was ok with me... you know the typical sales assistant look that you get when a local guy shops in Malaysia. I was in my short and sandals.... i did noticed that the gay sales assistant was looking at my receipt checking what i've bought from her colleague... duh !!! i wonder why in overseas i wasn't treated like that ... they were very customer oriented and friendly... ohhh just one little thing... i'm hoping to get that travel bag next month...not expensive just about 1700 Aussie.... fingers crossed... i want it ....sooooo bad... better get it overseas as it should be cheaper...friends said that i should get it from London or Paris...hey!!! i've been working so hard so i deserve them rite????

P/S;- my X bought me an LV wallet not too long ago but i've lost it..... so sad...so today it was a sweet revenge....

back from Perth ....

2009-05-23T10:09:00.006+08:00

ok.... i know that my life has always been about travelling. Hey, what can i say..that's part of my job. My job is my life. It all happened accidentally, i mean this trip to Perth. Someone taken medical leave last minute, i leave nearby the airport, hence the best person to be called up for replacement. I was all tired that day when they called me around 0840pm. Only one thing motivated me to, a flight with my fellow colleague Laila and an escape from Kuala Lumpur heat. Mind you, it was 34 degrees in KUL. Perth was so fine with temperature around 10 degrees. So what a perfect trip it was. I did managed to do a bit of shopping but minus that LV..... uwaaaa...i wanna cry because i didn't buy that LV bag and the key chain. What stopped me was my logical thinking. Now i'm not happy and kept thinking about it. So i'm gonna get it on my next trip to Aussie land..... ok enough about shopping... i gotta go back to work....

P/S;- was very upset with Sean this morning 'cause he used my car last nite and came back late this morning.... and i was late at work....

more of London.....

2009-05-16T18:21:00.003+08:00

not sure what to write on a boring staurday...so i upload these pics for you guys.... London anyone?

the gang....

2009-05-08T14:03:00.005+08:00

just got back from Gold Coast again... but this time around, was a bit more special.... it was like a rehab to us all... put our friendship and unity to the test... i enjoyed it very much... the flight was so much fun.... imagine us all ...13 ... operated the flight from KUL/OOL/KUL... full of craziness, laughter and all .....

we managed to organise a trip to vineyard, skywalk and off course plenty of shopping .... the trip turned out to be just what have imagined.... when will we be doing this again... ????

You see, Gold Coast is not just about surfers paradise, is more than that. Not just about the Warner Bros movie world, it has more to offer. I particularly enjoyed our visit to the vineyard. All the wine tasting and i even bought a couple of bottles to bring back home.... what a delight it was....

the trip made me thinking, when will i migrate to another country??? am certainly not getting any younger... perhaps another trip to Melbourne later this year.... hahah or London perhaps ....

and yess... i'm not quitting from the current post i'm holding... not yet....

back from rehab ....

2009-04-29T16:01:00.004+08:00

just a little shopping......

my water gun.... hehehe big eh ....???

Simon ... non-stop taking photos... as he said ...his 1st official visit overseas.....

me and jeff.....errrrr

and the party on the street...

it has been a long time since i noted something here...why??? my lap top crashed (not just planes ok!!!) don't feel like writing from a desk top anyway...

work been busy as always and i'm still struggling to cope ... i've informed my boss that i'm ready to fly back...she said.... wait until May...so we'll see...

In between i've managed to fall sick and got hospitalised for a couple of days... i guess it's a way for God to tell me to shut up and rest for a bit....

though i've been sick i did managed to go to BKK for Songkran a.k.a. water festival... where you've got to party on the street half naked, drink cheap beer and playing water guns... so you can shoot anyone you like on the street.... and being a typical Posh i did managed to grab some stuff.....shopping that is...and some hot guys too.... but my ex wasn't happy ... any idea why???

the party was amazing... check out DJ station if you are in Bangkok as the DJ will be playing all the pop hits... i was a bit sick until they've played Lady Gaga... so thanks to Gaga .....

ohhhh yesss... i have to say this... i wanna thank eddie for coming to visit me twice at the Hospital the other day ...... i really appreciate that ... he was the friends that came.. understood that others are busy with their work... so it's allright guys ... plus i'm at home now.....

ohhhh....i'll be leaving to OOL/Gold Coast this 4th of May .... an AllStar flight... i bet it's gonna be a fun trip plus we gonna have a big meeting there ..... somewhere in May they'll be another meeting in Bali...gosh i love my job...

So bye for now...LOVE...

Rain XOXO

EN Vogue is back....

2009-03-26T11:15:00.003+08:00

Those whom have been reading my blog over the years would notice that my favourite all time girl group is En Vogue....i've been praying for years that the original line up will come back....and they are...prayers answered...hehehe....they'll have new album and will be goin' on tour...double yay!!! so let's support them...bring back the original divas ....

posh
what more could a girl ask for..

getting ready....

2009-03-13T13:21:00.002+08:00

our little trip to the town was fun....full of laughter....yet it was so cold .... and the next day was all chaotic...at the hotel lobby...my group was departing back to KUL..another set crew have just arrvied while another 10 girls were there for the media event.... it was full of red and black winter coats at the lobby..we raided the lobby...

ready to .... go back???

2009-03-13T13:10:00.002+08:00

we were kind of worried about our departure so we've decided not go out to the city..some of us did...so myslef, jenny,is and arif went out for a little trip to a town nearby... we took a train to this town somewhere near the Bishop station... guess what... almost all shops were closed but we did managed to grab some stuff...you know what i bought for my self... a dinner set...OMG !!! so motherly rite??? me bought a dinner set ??? it was cheap so i couldn't resist.....

hello posh?

2009-03-13T12:55:00.004+08:00

the breakfast 7 pounds....hahah what a great breakfast..chit-chatting...eating...what else can you do when it was cold out side....eat and sleep off course...

now that's Arif..his hobby...need i tell you..taking pictures...taking picture of a note..RM1...hmmmmm

i was playing all Siti Nurhaliza... haha was it really cold or was i so sleepy...??? not enough sleep in the plane...errrrr i don't think so???

Iskandar and Salam.. eating and was planning on what to do after this....zzzzzzzzzz sleeping again??? Iskandar couldn't sleep the whole day....

my room... and i don't have to share it .....i was alone okay....i'd rather be sharing it...since i don't like to be alone, i asked all the guys to only leave my room when a started to fall asleep...and they did it ...haha...

finally.....

2009-03-13T12:28:00.004+08:00

Just look at those luggage....... always travel with style kay !!! finally i've landed in the U.K. ..... what a long flight it was...from KUL to SIN to LHR and another bus ride to STN...it was all tiring but worth it......we were part of the history....and we did it well....

seen here....we were checking ourselves into the hotel.... what we wanted was just sleep....and that's all matter.... and shopping and sight seeing for some of us...i was so lazy yet worried about the whole thing... i was so blessed for having a great team to work with.... we had a lot of fun off course...

getting ourselves ready to board BA 0016 to LHR.... having our last ciggies before departing to LHR... imagine not to smoke for the next 14 hours ...arrrggghhhh!!!! i survived as i was sleeping thorugh out the flight....hey don't blame me as i've been working non-stop for the past two weeks.....

a smooking lounge with a bar that's on top of the airport.... way far from arrival or departure hall at Singapore Changi... that's where all the hot and kewl people hang out..... so you wanna be smokers? hey! the world is over populated so we smokers will die faster to let other generations taking over...talk about contributing to mother nature....duh !!!

the smoking place was nice and with a good view of aircraft movement at the airport runway and taxing.... so at least we were not punished for being smokers...!!! yay!!! you know what, i've brought my camera with me but hardly use it as we have our own papprazzi in the gang..... so i'll upload more pics once i received them....

counting days....

2009-03-05T00:45:00.003+08:00

check out our new baby...with a Union Jack painted at the right side of the winglet

on the left side of the winglet "Jalur Gemilang"

It has been a while since i last posted an article about aircraft. Seen here is our new baby Airbus 340....and yess i'm so proud of it... London here i come...
I've been busy with classes these few days yet kind a scared and excited on the upcoming flight to London....i'll be paxing to London then oprate the flight from there to Kuala Lumpur....i just can't wait....a hostory is in the making and i'll be part of it....

Posh
Beckingham palace here i come...hehe not Buckhingham though!!!

sleeping..............

2009-02-25T22:10:00.003+08:00

If i only i knew that Jesus was hot

why the tittle sleeping...i have no idea....i'm kind a bored now.....off for three days and today is my second day...i couldn't get my mind from work....thinking and thinking ....it was raining earlier....watching tv, browsing the net for some hot new guy, thinking about my upcoming trip to BKK with my X and many more ...

on the other hand i have some great news to share...about a week or so... my cat Zusha gave birth to 3 cute kittens... not quite sure what to call them yet...maybe i should take a photo of them..but not so soon as they are still breast feeding...maybe when they start running around i should take their photo....

Sean is sleeping downstairs and mum is watching telly...kind a cold tonite but not that cold as i live in the tropics...hehehehe....

London should be coming next month and i'll be going....hey that's good..it's about time the real Posh goes there as the other one is in LA..if you know what i mean...

I'm looking for a Blackberry at the moment to suit my new found fame...or work for that matter....searching for the right gadget at the right price...maybe tomorrow i'll be getting it... can't wait to strut that Anne Hathaway look from The Devil wears Prada....and off course i'll be holding my mocha to add to the look...minus the long coat off course....

ohhh well life goes on and time passes by and i'm still bored over here....maybe i'm so use to work and the craziness in my office...hahahaha

hey..let's talk about GAGA...Lady Gaga thatis... i love her....she's amazing...love her style...papapapapapa poker face...mamamamama

OK gotta go lads... maybe a glass of red wine will chill me up....hahaha

Posh....errrr

and if i knew....

2009-02-18T21:00:00.004+08:00

mel, eric, rain, jett and eddie otherwise known as sporty, sin chan, posh, baby and scary...half drunk...

it has been a while since i last wrote to u lots. i've been everywhere...work wise off course...reason that i didn't write anything because there's nothing much happened in my life off late....work is work.... i'm still trying to adapt to this so called new work... i still prefer flying rather than to stay n sit in the office... the geod news is by march i'll be flying to London....yay!!!! march 11 to be precised on A340.... hey, besides my crazy work in the office, i've managed to squeeze some time to get my rating for A340.....hehehehe..... so now i'm A320,A330 and A340 rated.... i've kissed good bye to my B737 rating last month.... Boeing no longer around....in AK that is....

i've not been taking that many photographs as well... life really is full of tough decision this year....i did managed for one nite only gate away to Kota Kinabalu early this month... i miss the city...the frens... and all... back there...everything was calmed and relaxed....how i miss BKI dearly....Kota Kinabalu that is....there's something about BKI...am thinking of getting a house there and retiring one day...

KUL has been great as always...it's just that i don't have that much time to go to the city since i came back... my work has taken most of my time....not even having enough time to fling.......my life kind a sucks!!! not really bad but i've been thinking, how long can i live like this? eat, sleep, rest ...still thinking about work....hmmmmm

i don't care about how much money i have as my motto in live is simple and that is to be happy because i have only one life to live ....period....

hmmm ... Jett was in town and so are the rest of the SPICE boys..or men by now...we are all getting old.... MEL was even there..never thought that he would came back for our

gathering...the nite was full of fun as all of the SPICE boys were there.... it was a nite full of fun and laughter...just like the old days.... only we are getting "younger" and fatter....oooppsss....yeah i've been putting on that weight again... stress..so food is a comfort for me....

anyway...it's almost mid February of this 2009...i've decided to take things as it is..i'll try not to be control a control freak....in life and all... take things as it is....whatever will be will be...

i've got some pics taken by my frens during our get together to share with you lots.....

sorry for not being able to write that much anymore....but from time to time...i will..that's a promise....am planning for another trip in early april with my X Jeff to BKK... he's been bugging me so i will go...i need a break...really...sometimes i feel like i can't keep up with it anymore...i don't know why...my spirits can go really low at times....

huh!!! i know u lots will be asking about my love or scandal life and the answer is none...hahaha there you go....

so until we meet again byes and take care.....

POSH

really????

hello 2009

2009-01-04T03:03:00.006+08:00

OOL 2008

MELB 2008 december....

hmmm this should be my very first entry for 2009...

what i did today....went to KL city with Tina...met Edy ..

he accompanied me and Tina to get spme stuff ...

i did a bit of shopping...undies and a planner...

undies were on sale so i bought some...

from skin wear and private structure....

nice and sexy ...hahaha sort of...

thanks eddie ....

but i'm not gonna show u those undies as it is meant only

for private screening....hahahaha....duh!!!

hmmm no photos for the get together as i didn't bring my camera...

though i almost going to LV to get a wallet... guess i stick to my original plan

to get the wallet in OZ land....Perth or Melbourne or Gold Coast as it is a lot more

cheaper on that side of the world...hehehe....

my next plan is to get an i-phone in Bangkok next month....

and i shall accessories it with LV casing....haha...

so there you go.....

posh XXX

another year another chapter...same old me....

2008-12-30T17:05:00.007+08:00

hmmm...MELB yet again....

sunnies and a T......

How Santa works....

me...Jett...on the street....

Christmas tree...errrr...hangin !!!

things will never be the same !!!

ok ...am finally back from MEL and OOL again....tired....!!!
seems like everyone been writing about things they have done and accomplished this year.

As you lots know, me and Sean is ovaaahhh!!! so it's mejah!!!!!!!

so i'm gonna show you lots all the happy pics when we were together...

I had another fight again with him lasy nite... i said things like; " just get out of my face".

The fact that i don't see him that much lately; makes me goes a bit nuts...

I was bz with office work and flying.... he was bz with games, games and games...

I missed all the times when we were together...

Not too long ago, i had came to a term with myself; I will be successfull in my career but a total failure in love department....it was not about people i've dated...it was all me...my fault.... So there you go, another year another broken heart.....

And yess, my recent Melb trip was short and fun...

met Jett...did a bit of shopping and shoes haunting...just like the days when we were young..in KL.... not that we are freakin old now.... i have some pics that i wanted to share with you lots...

Lookin back at 2008...it was all crazy ... was like forever at work.... working 24/7 back to back....being with great frens and family ....and many more.....

so much to tell but so little space.....to write off course...

what will it be in 2009... hmmm whatever will be ...will be....

it will be all about my not so new post and my never ending search of real LOVE....

will i ever get one????

posh

xxx

where is mr right? i'm tired of mr right now!!!!

halloooooo......

2008-12-22T21:19:00.004+08:00

My hero Daniel Wu...

hey all...this is like a last minute blogging as i'm getting ready for MELB....yay!!!! finally...just a short stay but it's gonna be awesome....wonder if Jett is bz?
ohhh ya, the pic...hmmm that's the closest that i can get to see him naked....
check out his bushes...drool......
i have a date with edy ( my new man) on 24th after returning from MELB...he's now in SYDNEY.... hmmm a date on christmas eve....hahah lovely...
what? where's Sean? he's sleeping and snooring beside me now.... he has to send me to the a/port in a while..... hehehehe....
'till then love lots and take care...

posh xxx
pls be notti!!!

2008-12-16T23:11:00.002+08:00

Christmas tree on a budget !!!

the fact that i don't have any plans for Christmas this year, makes me wonder???

last year i had dinner with mum in one of the restaurant in Kota Kinabalu... i don't know why but i'll always remember Kota Kinabalu when it comes to Christmas.... maybe the fact that a lot more people celebrate Christmas over there...

hmmm about this year I'm planning to cook and hopefully be calling some friends to come over for Christmas dinner...
ohhh mum is with me so that'll be great as i will have an assistant chef..hehehe
ohh Sean is here too.. should i get him a present as i'm so called not with him anymore...???
but hey we still sleep on the same bed...so i'll see how....

Razak on the other hand been asking me to go to Bali somewhere on 21st this month and my cousin been asking me as well to bring mum and aunt to Cameron highlands....
i might be going both...
and yess i can't wait for this year bonus as i'm planning to get myself a new plasma TV... yess i don't actually have a TV.... so as to complete my house with more stuff from IKEA... the furniture ..all done just some minor stuff to buy here n there...

life....my life is full of ups and a bit only downside this year...otherwise i'm happy but i still wanna fly back....wouldn't it be nice to spend Christmas overseas this year...ahhhhhh

back to the subject of being attached... i have a live in partner but not really my BF not even BFF.... i'm still having that heart problem...guess i can only love myself..... though i'm not really with Sean but it's good to have him around, to chat, argue and i he gives good comments every time i cooked. hahahha so there you...go.....

until then have a great Christmas everyone...

p/s :- i hate meeting this coming Thursday....

Just VB

2008-12-11T00:22:00.002+08:00

Looking for new material for you guys...
I'm sure you guys love YouTube..so do i...
here is a clip featuring VB on Ugly Betty...
as one viewer commented : "I think she's really funny. I mean she's making fun of herself and it takes a secure woman to do that. I love her!" - ZazzWay (YouTuber)

more drinks....

2008-12-08T02:45:00.008+08:00

horsie; "OMG it's Scary Spice run......."

errr... i just thought that this pic is beautiful...

smile..... rain; " what smile?"

so Mariah....

"i'm not drunk"; Sherry in her later press statement....

okay...jump!!!

mmmm..... what can i say here..errr nothing !!!

colgate smile....

pity that boy....he's running from us...scared i guess...hehehehe

boyfriends come and go but friendship never ends .... so Spice Girls....

poser !!!...hehehehe

the gang....

the whole lot.....

cheers....errr more drinks huh!!!

it was Jett's birthday...big 30 ...OOoooppppssss....

declan....." errr.... i want that bottle for myself...."

and getting ready...to sit....

party in the park..... hills..

the view.....so refreshing...ciggies please...zig a zig ahhhhh

need a ride....anyone ????

the fact that i've taken too many pics during the trip....but here are the best ones....

i love the wine...the place that we went was an hour an a half driving from Melbourne...
don't even remember the name of the place...too much wine i guess!!!

i love it there ... lots.... wanna go there again... soon i guess....

drinking session at Jett's place..in Melb...

2008-12-07T12:24:00.009+08:00

the ladies...eugene, daniel and jett

me and fiona....

lovely.....watch the hands!!!

me and...maiea....( is that the right spelling of his name???)maea...that is after being corrected by jett....hehehehe

the gang....more vodka anyone???

me and.....gosh i'm forgetting people's name again....!!! andy that is...thanks jett...

me and daniel....

yay!!! more drinks after the winery....

ok...i have to admit that i keep forgetting people's name...sorry guys....!!!

and more pics....

2008-12-07T12:01:00.004+08:00

Gold Coast.....

beautiful and sunny day....let's go to the beach....

errrr...don't know who...but they are hot...rite???

tea time at Versace.....

classy!!!....tea set ...

eating out....

where was this taken???

ahhh....somewhere in Melbourne too....can't remember where!!!

from my friend apartment's balcony...

me, jett and sherry...

ok....i'm trying to make it up to you lots....

i've not been writing that much these days....hmmm

as i've promised, here are more pics in which i've taken during

my recent trip to Perth, Brisbane, Gold Coast and Melbourne....all Aussie....

the one that i've enjoyed, off course my trip in Melbourne in which i've spent about a week or so there..... many great pictures with lots of drama...have fun u guys...
so where have you guys been recently...

where the hell have i been !!!

2008-12-04T20:02:00.005+08:00

hmm.... i've been very busy for as long as i could remember..
since my last MELB trip in late October, i've been going up and down the OZ land...

Perth, Perth and Perth, and Gold Coast and Gold Coast...

phew.....i'm so tired....plus all the office work that i 've to keep up with...

but one thing for sure every time i fly...i feel free...satisfaction with the work i've done...

i wanna fly back....that's where i belong...

plus, if i fly full time i can go to MELB again...

hehehe...

ohhh yess plenty of pictures for to update....

hmmm....what a trip and what a drama....

so many stories to tell but not quite sure where to begin...

why don't i just share pictures with u lots....deal ???

the day i .....

2008-10-11T12:25:00.002+08:00

today is feel so sad.....
my cat Dodi....died.....
in a tragic way.... i was getting ready to work this morning when i heard a group of dogs barking outside my house. i couldn't be bothered as i thought those dogs were barking at a car passing by or a thief in the housing area.
Once ready, i went out to go to my car. Then i saw something was lying there... looks like a cat ...i went closer and there it goes...my cat surrounded with a group of dogs.
i chased those dogs away...and started to cry .... honestly....
love of my life died.... no wonder for the past few days he wanted to be besides me all the time...following me everywhere inside the house. Normally when he goes out, it would be just in my house garden. To say that he was bitten by the dog, i couldn't find any scars from dog bites.
To say that he was hit by a car is not possible as there was no injury on his body, only blood came out from his mouth. I'm confused, sad and all...
Last year, same thing happened. When i was transferred to Kota Kinabalu i sent my cat Rocco to my mom's house in Penang. After a month i was informed that my cat was nowhere to be found. My auty said that everyday my cat would find me. I felt so bad and sad as i was planning to bring him to Kota Kinabalu. I took me months to recover.
There's nothing like a bond between a cat and a cat's owner.....
they'll always understand when we are sad and when we are down...always be there to comfort me when i needed them....
My other cat Zusha my be feeling lonely ... Sean told me that Zusha was looking at Dodi's dead body when Sean buried him right n front of my house....
i'm so sad.... don't feel like partying tonite....

has it over....???

2008-10-07T19:02:00.003+08:00

it has been a while ....
the truth, my crazy working schedule didn't allow me to have enough time to write...

so first thing first...
today is the day where AirAsia saying goodbye to our beloved B737...
we are all on our brand new Airbus...so goodbye Boeing...
sad .. so many great stories, ups and downs, flying with B737...
wish i was the one operated that last flight...
anyway.... i was very glad that Irna did that flight... she is my batch mate and we've been with AirAsia for 5 great years now.... so i guess it must have been pretty emotional for her as well...
Irna ....off course was in so many advertisement for AirAsia... she is .... as i might say...
among the original AirAsia girls....

another good note is that, AK ( AirAsia code ) is now allowed to fly across the globe...
America, Europe and all... so watch out New York.... i'm comin' home...hahah sort of...

i've finally made up my mind to resign from my current post and to go back flying again...
not that i don't fly anymore with my current post but i only managed to operate as flight attendant twice a month... i need more...the sky is my freedom... plus who could blame me for resigning as the routes keep getting better and better...hey i wanna be there to.... fly to all these great cities on AK..... there's so much fun in the sky....
i'm so not doing well in the office...i'm a very people's person..i need to talk to more people...different people everyday...they make my day...and there will always be somethin' to talk about at the end of the flight.....
maybe i'll go back being and exec when i'm in my 40's....maybe.....
office is so not for me...my office is up there ...in the sky...
i wanna be up there again on the spanking new AK red planes....

so what do you all think...vote for me please...Sean been asking me to stick with my current post... he has good reasons for.... but i think i'm still young to hang my FA uniform...

there you go...me being myself... and forever indecisive ....
help me to decide please...

I'm off to do house cleaning now...
so many dirty clothes to wash and plenty of other things as well .....

Bye UOLS and take care...

Love,
Rain XXX

i should be so lucky....

2008-09-20T22:14:00.003+08:00

ok first thing first...they'll be a sequel to Sex and The City movie...yay!!!

love it....this has been confirmed by the director Micheal Patrick King, Sarah Jessica Parker and Kim ..... wow wow wow....can't wait again....this is more than a blessing to me...up to that extend y'all....

ohhh yess...my X been calling me lately ...chatting and all.... we are still good as friends...

hey !!! he's still the same Jeff minus the BF tittle...

and yess sometimes we are more than just X's...

whatever will be ..will be...

Work...hmmm...do i have to mention...not !!!

ohhh...yess...months ahead are gonna be fun, bz and all.... a trip to MELB by October, a real honeymoon with Sean by December.... it's all happening now... can't wait...

I' wondering what UOLS are doin'? bz as i am ... hey!!! leave feedback sometimes kay...

OK, i gotta go...shower and tidy up my room little bit... UOLS know why???

even if it is midnite

all party..

2008-09-17T00:10:00.000+08:00

an invitation to all...

thank you...

2008-09-14T10:54:00.006+08:00

Ellen Church, world's first flight attendant...

the original 8, world's first batch of FA from United Airlines

FAs in the 70s... looking sexy !!!

are you an FA too?

i was kind a bz for the last 2 days...

attended the class "train the trainer", yess i do teach sometimes...so i have to learn to be a good one...i did this presentation on the history of FA and it turned out to be a good one... and by the way world's first FA or steward was a guy in 1911...

met this girl named Daphne... a new batch of FA under training... she approached me, introduced herself ( a must UOLS for all FA ) and told me that she has been reading my blog..

i have a fan ... yay!!! since she 's still under training, all i can is have fun and good luck with a bunch of exams... hehehehehe ... thank you for reading my blog... my little story...

and to UOLS ... thank you for reading as well..

i'm off to go for another check flight in a while...

bye for now and have a great sunday...

he's still in MYY and be back by tonite... double yay!!! ( UOLS know who rite? )

today in history...

2008-09-11T03:25:00.004+08:00

this is not my bed...it's belong to none other than Samantha Jones lol!!!

it's 0300 hrs now....

I'm making a big step in my life...my first ever....and it's like losing a virginity.....

hahaha sort of... i'm officially staying together witn my partner....

i've been in and out of relationship.....for many, many great times....this is the first time ever that

i've finally decided to stay and share my life with someone....

lots of adjustment to be done....

can i do it? OMG i've done it!!!

BIG step for me....

BTW he's slepping now.....

a new posh...

2008-09-10T02:15:00.003+08:00

VB has a new hair cut...it's an ace...damn hot n fresh...now this is something that i can follow....hahahaha.....if her old famous hairstyle is called pob...this one should be called WOB!!!

me like it a lot....

a little fun...so little time...

2008-09-06T12:16:00.006+08:00

decided to fly for one nite only trip.....

relaxing means eating.....

where you wanna go?

being rain ... is all about the beach...

picture perfect eh?

little cozy cafe by Chenang beach...

padi field... somewhere in Langkawi...

Independence... Happy Merdeka UOLS...

Mahsuri the legend...house...

Where she is resting in peace...

another cafe by the terrace...

another trip...away from the city, work has been...tiring..

so a little trip to Langkawi was what i need to calm myself...and UOLS know who accompanied me rite?

that short trip was worth it 'cause i had so much fun..driving around the island...eating, sleeping and sex...hahaha as always...

i was always taking about Bali, Bali and Bali but this time it's Langkawi. A beautiful island in the northern part of Malaysia. Been there long, long time ago but this trip has shown me how Langkawi has changed so much and it's such a beautiful island...

Sometimes i've forgotten that i don't have to travel far to enjoy sunny days and beautiful beaches...it's just here in my own country...

Hey!...how was your independence day...looking at our current politics...Malaysia that is...i kind a scared that it might gone to the stage of what currently occured in Thailand...

Ok...enuff for now...i wanna go out and shopping...for food..it's raining outside...hehe..i'm hungry...yess i know this is supposed to be a fasting month..

LOVE, rain...have u?

restless and all...

2008-08-24T12:45:00.002+08:00

i've finally getting the rest that i deserve...

been working real hard and still not sure if i'm doing the right thing; career wise....

thinking of flying back especially with the launch of Aussie destinations and London to come....

My guy went for CAN (Canton in China) flight and i miss him dearly...

All fun and happy; with him....( r u reading this?)

I'm at home trying to update myself with all of the gossips....( it's my thang! shoo away...)

and yes, speaking of gossip, well not quite...Madonna has kickin' off her "Sticky and Sweet tour"...livin' far away from London; means that i could only envy...but it won't be that long as Airasia will be flying there in March '09..... have you all puchased the ticket on a newly launched destination; Melbourne.I know Jett is happy huh? what's your ticket price this time?

I'm still off tomorrow but i have this lunch date with my X; Jeff. I think my guy S*** is OK with it.... yes...i do meet up with him every now and then 'cause we are good as friends and still taking care of each other.....

hmmm what else....

dear readers, wish me all the luck and happiness in the world as i've been longing for it in ages.

Chow for now.

posh

when love exist, nothing else matter?

sticky and sweet.....

2008-08-18T14:49:00.003+08:00

it has been a while since i last posted an article about other stuff rather than me....

so here is the so called first one...

featured here are the costumes that will be worn by HRH Queen M in the upcoming Sticky and Sweet 2008 tour....

"Givenchy’s Riccardo Tisci designed two outfits, while Tom Ford provided bespoke suits for the band. Three pairs of shoes have been custom-made by Miu Miu, there are thigh-high boots courtesy of Stella McCartney, sunglasses from Moschino, and other outfits and odds and ends from Yves Saint Laurent, Roberto Cavalli and Jeremy Scott."

O.M.G. ...hot..hot...hot!!!!

all done....

2008-08-15T16:53:00.004+08:00

back in Kinabalu...
the calebrated couple...
who'll be the next one to marry??? the gang....
nite at Shenny...

well sort of....my new blog facelift all done now...

it is now simple, basic and more classy...as i might say....
why black..... don't we all love black.....

pink can never replace black....why? cause we would always choose our black dress over pink...

on the other hand... i've been everywhere last week....from Kinabalu and KL...back and forth...

attended Irna's wedding..had a jolly good time there....enjoy the pics UOLS...

at nite after the reception...we all went to....where else..Shenny...all the girls were there...glad that the girls came....thanks UOLS...

the next morning ... had lunch with Shak...and mummy off course...and daddy too....

gonna miss them all...

work is ...like always bz.... i still has this insecurity about my new job...

always think that others are doing better than me....

on personal level...yess i'm seeing or should i say dating someone exclusively...

yay!! finally ..... but i won't go into details as he might be reading it..... hehehehe

and i'm very, very happy with him....we are both crazy and fun....which i love....

so that's it for now....we'll be talking soon....

bye...

L.O.VE.

posh...

time for a change.....

2008-08-14T10:15:00.000+08:00

am......

2008-07-28T16:05:00.001+08:00

doing the same thing to myself again.....
bored...tired.....
feel so sick....
that's all.....

the day i .....

2008-07-19T12:22:00.002+08:00

After years of waiting….I’ve finally……watched SEX AND THE CITY!!!! THE MOVIE that is…..after numerous visits to local DVD shop, I’ve finally got the copy….
Some of you might be questioning, why DVD…???? SATC on DVD so soon????
Well…the fact that on this side of the world…..the movie comes late…’cause of censorship and all.....the pain of waiting as I may describe it as removal of a tumor….yeah…that bad … and the verdict is brilliant…simply brilliant…..

There are a few moment in this movie in which I can never forget….
The part where Charlotte said “NO” to Big….imagine that sweet Charlotte being angry…..
The part where Samantha decided to leave Smith as she wanted her life back….accepting whom she really is…..well she did put on some weight while having a relationship ….that is so so me…when I was with my X..Jeff…I’ve denied whom I really was…..and those kilos that I’ve putted on…..I’ve finally loose all the kilos after my relationship with Jeff ended…. I was on a good term with my X just like her …and Samantha got herself a puppy and I’ve just got a cat…Dodi……I’m so so so Sam Jones……I LOVE HER….character off course….and yess that hot neighbour of Samantha’s…..yummy….

And who could ever forgot the part where Big proposed to Carrie with a pair of Manalos…..and those wedding dresses…Vera Wang and all……brilliant…..

And she’s on Vogue……

Which off course all and all…I miss all of my dear friends…can’t wait for my Melbourne trip…..in October…I’m counting the days u guys!!!

I may not be watching it they way I’ve planned but…I did it…on my own….

To be précised, laying naked on my bed …watch it on my lappy….
My house here in KUL is still not furnished yet UOLS….

To those of u whom have yet to watch it…I say give it a go….
For the fans….find your moment in there….perhaps a little reference to your future self….

POSH….sounds like a sequel…..

like do i care?????

2008-07-12T11:06:00.002+08:00

They say jealousy can kill at times but I say the hell with it. It has been more than two months now since I was promoted to this new post. Yesterday I got this sms from one of this senior leading crew; “I know all about you when you first started to fly”. I was like; “what the f**k”, if you know all about me it was all good. For u lots out there….who off course may not know me personally…. For the past five years I was with the company, there were many occasions where I had to work on my off days, sacrificed my annual leave, had very, very minimum amount of medical leave and without forgetting the fact that I even sacrificed my relationship. I don’t usually pay attention to what people say but this time it really gets to my nerves. Well the main reason for this particular leading crew not happy was the fact that she failed her safety check onboard which off course was done by the safety department and not me….all I did was, photocopied the e-mail and kept it in the crew personal file. My only reply was “noted and printed”, and she was not happy it…..like duh !!!!!
All I could say was, she wants my job. If she wanted it so much, why she never applied for it? ....maybe she had too many safety exams failure to even be considered for the post…..Well people and their jealousy…what can I do? My message to her is this, NO MATTER WHAT YOU THINK OR SAY IT’S NOT GONNA MAKE ME GIVING UP, I’M HERE AND I’M GONNA STAY…and THAT’S ALL.
Do we Malays ever change?

Posh
Whatever!!!!!

i'm totally back....

2008-07-09T20:23:00.002+08:00

first i went out with my ex...for late lunch...and OULS know what happened next...

hahah i did it again....yeah yeah we miss each other...but that was it....

nice to revisit but not stayin' hahaha......so so glad.....

Jett must be laughing by now......hahahaha

Yess ...i'm so glad that me and my X...remain friends..and the fact that to date we still care for each other...... we both don't intend to revisit our past and we both know that we are good as friends rather than lovers.....gosh and to top it up...i had another date with someone else that nite.....hellooo!!!! Samantha......

Yess....my X bought me this poster of Madonna from AMS...some "Victoria don't tell nobody" from LAX and yess a pouch from BKK...after all these years he still understands what i like.....so that good old years when we were together can't never be forgotten......

We both moved on but not forgetting......

POSH

as it is.....

what's next.....???

2008-07-05T10:17:00.003+08:00

after a while...been doin' this new job...i don't think i've done enough ....for the team...i've been doin' things...but i don't think i've done a good one...yes ...plenty of room for improvement but...i wanna be the best that they can rely too....OMG....
I've been thinking about leave lately...a gateway...bali or bangkok perhaps....DPS or BKK...hmmm yess my late holiday for the year will be OOL to MEL...gold coast to melbourne that is...with the gang...gosh...can't wait at all....
gosh...and another thing...i 'been tired mentally lately...imagine...came back from work around 1700 then proceed to sleep until 0550 the next morning...been so tired..the best part i've been loosing weight ...yayay!!!!posh is all back y'all....suddenly....so what's up with UOLS????

Posh
as ever xxx

my oh my .....

2008-06-19T19:10:00.004+08:00

arggghhhhh i'm gonna be at Impiana this saturday for an interview...not for me but for UOLS.....to all the Flight Attendant wannabe out there come out...come out where ever you are...this saturday your dream might come true...just what i did many many years back...so if this your destiny come and be there....i'm gonna be there...are you????

This Saturday Impiana Hotel KLCC....
Be there earlier..interview starts at 0900 hrs.....
more info go to airasia.com

POSH...

SO DO YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO BE ON TOP !!!

Hey......!!!!

2008-06-18T20:07:00.002+08:00

How am i doing.....yeah dammm bz...was in the office since 0800 and now its 2010...still in the office....yay!!!! there's so much to learn....hiccups here and there but i'm gonna go all the way...at least until my 6 months probation ends.....then i'll decide or shall i say my bosses decide....

Jealousy...yesss ....but what can i say.....hmmmmm.....let them be and to the best 'cause i'm Madonna and i don't give up......heehhehehe

Ok... back on my other life...personal that is.....it has been on hold...no progress at the moment....UOLS should know why rite???...so we had photography session earlier...well these photos are from my own cam...not the official one or shall i say my unofficial photo session....

Ok ... gotta go back to work yikes!!!!

Muaks!!!

Posh n all...

time to....

2008-06-08T10:26:00.003+08:00

well...it's time to work again...in a while i'll be jett setting to BKI again...for a week of work...check flight and all....hahaha work is doin' good at the moment....bz and all...love it but it's nothing like flying....."once a crew always a crew huh??"
SATC...Jett said it was gewd...well i haven't really got the chance to watch it...not in Malaysian cinema yet!!!...why.....????
Hopefully by month end i could go somewhere where i can relax a bit...short trip perhaps....hmmm sounds good ...does it???
well...to all my gang miss u lots...though i'm back in the city...there isn't much S**...hahaha
Bye for now UOLS

POSH
signing off from LCCT...
muaks!!!

this is craaazzzyyyyy!!!!!

2008-05-31T15:35:00.005+08:00

working in office...hmmmm

ok for starts...i can wear different clothes everyday.... fashion and all...great!!!not so good ...longer working hours and deadlines....
i've finally got a house...big one with 4 rooms...huge...for me that is...

my Chevy is back with me....social status UOLS....though it's just a Chevy....

I miss flying....love the craziness up there...

Well..... begining next week, i'll start my check flight...

rumour has it that i'll be flying as an operating crew at least once a month...

so that better be good.....

As promised...out my craziness i will try to write as much as i could.....

yeah life without men is doing good....for now....

i've been receiving messages on G4m non-stop...wow...i'm 18 again ...hehehe

The not so good part is ...i'm becoming close with my X ( OULS know whom rite???)

He's been smsing me and calling me like everytime......i don't know why???

I'll try not to fall in again......or perhaps it's just that we are really good as friends.....

p/s:- I love my single life

Posh xxx

confused and crazy

and they say

2008-05-27T10:55:00.004+08:00

a visit to LSG...

well....new job new house....not so new KUL.....back in the city and my life is up side down....my new house still not done yet.....no tv...no...mattress.....it's no to everything...today should be my shopping day....need to get all things done so that i can concentrate on my work.....
ahhhhh....so many things happened .... from my on job training and all .....we went to various department in AK....the best part was our visit to sky chef LSG...hmmm...food and all....fun...
and yess....all the pics for you to enjoy ( sorry UOLS ..just pics not food kay!!! )
so basically it's all about work....the best thing that i could do for me....
ohhh yess congrats jett for the PR status...how nice...yay!!!
bye uols...

posh
xxx
maybe BZ but will alwyas keep u posted....

SATC in Berlin....

2008-05-20T22:55:00.001+08:00

SATC premiere in Berlin... huge !!! .... can't wait for the movie.....

been a while....

2008-05-19T10:43:00.004+08:00

a little trip to putrajaya....

my cousin sister, sent me my chevy from Penang

a walk at Alamanda shopping mall...

newly crowned SFAs with their FAEs....

all round up....
I'm still on my OJT..on job training....until next week....a lot of observation....
at the same time looking for my new house....can't wait for my furniture shopping...
IKEA i miss u...can...that's all i can afford for now.....and yess plasma TV...a must in every G house....
looking for just a small apartment...just like the one i had before in BKI.....hahaha ...this time i'm gonna be staying somewhere near the airport...easy to go to work ehhh???
all exciting all new new things coming......but i'm still single...bit of promo ehhh??? so UOLS please send me the application.....
bye for now...

posh
bz as ever....!!!

more SEX!!!

2008-05-14T22:20:00.010+08:00

SJP is on the cover of Vogue U.S. All ready for SATC the movie.....

SATC...premiere....London....

2008-05-13T18:50:00.002+08:00

that red headed women is none other than Patricia Field...stylist for the movie and posh spice adored her!!!

SATC World Premiere Arrivals at London’s Odeon Leicester Square.

dolce, dolce...

2008-05-11T20:19:00.004+08:00

it's been a while since the last time i put some cute boys or guys on this blog....you like it??? or do you prefer Armani with David Beckham.....i love them all....

on a runaway!!!

2008-05-10T13:12:00.003+08:00

i'm cuurently at the LCCT...waiting to go back to BKI...to pack my stuff there...to come back tomorrow and working on monday...in KUL....wow...that's a lot of things....in a short time...and yess the distance.....about 2:30hrs flight time....
things are going crazy in my head the moment....i had a great dinner last nite at Pan Pac KLIA...withh fellow colleague and bosses...nothing formal, it was just wine and dine....pay attention to wine.....no wine actually....i had too much japanese food last nite...from cold soba to salmon....fresh one...what a delish dine that was.....yummy!!!
and yess.....last nite i met Jeff( UOLS know him rite...well to some) he returned my checked in bag and we had dinner...dinner after dinner...i must have been crazy rite????nothing happened...just a casual chat and i passed him the itenary for his BKK flight....( and i've been very kind to give free ticket every year for my ex) i guess that's what friends do??? do we???
by tonite i'll be attending one more O**Y in BKI and one last party.....hopefully one last entry from my home in BKI......one nite only ......

posh:- am i ready....???

at 00:00 !!!

2008-05-08T23:59:00.006+08:00

My gang...all FAEs from KUL and BKK and Malar our instructor...

Rain and Nom......hehehe just check where my hand is......

it almost midnight now.... i'm still not sleeping..... everything running inside my head at the moment... leaving BKI so soon... need to contact movers....new post...need to get new place in KUL...all new ... all so soon...life is full of surprises and this is true... the minute i've decided to stay in BKI for good, that was the moment i was told to move back to KUL for a new post..... as they say things don't happen the way we want it to be.... all training that i've been doing for nearly a week now... staying in hotel all alone( i mean it UOLS) well that's AK( the airlines that i'm working with in case UOLS have no idea) for UOLS ...all things move damn fast... i kind a love it though..... so used to it....

talk about new post.... hmmmm... its gonna be tough... new management team and all.... well, after a short speech from the head...i have faith in him...we all gonna work damn hard that you competitors out there will not be able to keep it up ( hope that i can live it up to what i'm saying here) all my hard work and discipline is damn worth it....

definitely they'll be a lot gossips and rumours in my department about the newly appointed FAEs ( that's flight attendant exec UOLS) ... had a chat with the training manager today..she said, " let people say whatever they wanna say 'cause how long can they keep doing it"..... i totally agree....i hope that i can be as strong and as smart as my biological mum...Madonna ( hehehe pun intended) she's my Icon...my reason to be successful....

oh yes..about the training...it was damm fun....not just Malaysia's FAEs but our FAE's friends from Thai joined us too.....yeah...some of them are cute ( typical me rite???)

so what's with you guys??? what UOLS been up to....

posh XXX

all excited for the future....